Radom Musings

And you wonder what it would be like if you took the different choice 3 years ago. It would have been so different. No double integration with dilute non linear equations, not caring about the memorising 1001 ways to remove pollutants from the atmosphere, no Navier Sokes equation with equations longer than the breath of my page. Only torts and contracts and of learned friends. It might also have prepared me better for the next phase of life ill be entering too.

In other news you are reminded of this eternal dilemma when you were called to mediate the session today. Its the age old question of whether or not to do the right thing, or doing what you feel is right. Its damn if you do and damn if you dont. Today was akward. The setting was wrong. It should have been a discussion and not a one-sided conversation but I guess everything only looks better on hindsight. Honestly, I do want to help, but its not easy when there's the danger of complacency setting in and events spreading out of control and having the shit hit the fan. And of cos knowing that doing the right thing isnt the popular option. You all should know what I mean. She isnt totally right too I must admit, but there really isnt any right answer isnt there? But... there must be a better way of dealing with this.